I keep a list of all the people who have hurt me
But I will never put your name upon that list
No matter what you do, no matter how you treat me
You’re the one I love the most
I know I’m being foolish, I don’t know what’s got me
T’aint nobody’s business anyhow, so life has taught me
So here it is, I speak the truth and I know that it’s crazy
But I will never put your name upon my list
I am tempted to explain myself or laugh and make a joke here,
But I won’t dear - you’re the one I love the most
I saw a letter that you meant to send another
I tried to stop myself, but I read it all
It confirmed the rumors, but I knew you were a cheater
If that’s the worst of it then very well
I know I’m quoting Billie, everyone is outraged
I wish I had the self respect I expected to come with age but
There it is and I repeat, I know that I am crazy
But I will bury you before you’re on my list
I am tempted to explain myself or laugh and make a joke here,
But I won’t dear - you’re the one I love the most